February 2012
12 posts
This loneliness hurts my heart.
elena
you never saw me as anything special
you never saw me as anything
you never saw me
no matter what.
it’s easy for anyone to throw away something that means so very little.
i understand that now.
I hope she tears you open again, I hope she ruins you.
You two deserve eachother, you deserve the cold bitter pain.
In this moment I am happy, today I am okay.
Die slowest. :-)
i was born a bitter old man
because there were years when i was ready to die, but it’s only been recently that i’ve been willing to live. and i swear to god, i didn’t plan for things to end up this way. i had a teenager’s conviction that i would be different. oh yeah, i was gonna be real different than the person i became. i always wanted to die young. i always wanted to die young. i always wanted to...
January 2012
1,203 posts
bleed out
If I have no hope of still being in your life, I’m done breathing.
I KNOW ONE DAY YOU’LL KNOW YOU’RE BEAUTIUL
I get lost in my head I get lost in my head Rose, guide me home
YOU’RE GOING HOME YOU’RE GOING HOME YOU’LL BE HAPPY ONE DAY I SWARE IT
I'm your friend forever.
No matter what.
i'm sorry
Without you by my side
I feel like nothing.
I want to be nothing.
I have no excuses that I can offer Just the hope that your forgiveness will hold back the water For what its worth… I’m sorry And at the end I swear I’m trying.
please
I value you more than I ever thought I could value anything.
I’m so fucking sorry.
You deserve better.
You’re the best person I’ve ever met.
I’d do anything to be in your life.
I'll never not know
I’m worse to you than she ever was.
I’m worse to you than she ever was.
I’m worse to you than she ever was.
I’m worse to you than she ever was.
I’m worse to you than she ever was.
I’m worse to you than she ever was.
I’m worse to you than she ever was.
I’m worse to you than she ever was.
I’m worse to you than she ever was.
I’m...
now
the pain, sorrow, and hopelessness is back.
Thank you.
For showing me what I needed see.
why do we care the most about the people that shrug us off and push us away with the greatest of ease?
dear self-
WHY DOES IT MATTER WHAT SHE THINKS?!? YOU HAVE SO MUCH GOING FOR YOU, SHE CAN’T GET YOU DOWN LIKE THIS ANYMORE NO MATTER WHAT SHE SAYS.
why I'm worthless
I’m a liar and I’m far worse than her. You told me this.
great
now all i can think about is you and her. bye happiness…
